Confused K... At it Again.

I have been so careful about posting about my BD (read: Baby Daddy). I just figure, let lying dogs ly. But, today I had to vent. You guys know the routine. Here goes.

I am going to my "Daddy's" funeral this weekend. Thus meaning I am traveling back to my hometown, Dallas, TX. I chose to leave Sunshine here with his family. There is going to be so much going on, that I didn't want to have to deal with a 3 year old.

Confused K is off tomorrow, so I thought it would be perfect, because he could pick Sn up from me (we work next door to each other) when he got off, in anticipation of keeping him the entire weekend. CK gets off at 5pm. It is now coming up on 5:40pm and I haven't heard a word. It would take CK (on a good day) at least 2 minutes to come over to pick Sun up.

To top off the whole situation, he doesn't even want to keep him tonight. He is taking him over to his God parent's house. I want so much for him to take an active part in the life of his son and stop pawning him off on family members. I try so hard not to say anything, but it gets hard sometime.

I know I do all I am supposed to do as Sun's mom, but I am only human.

The End.

Enough venting for today. More good, spiritual stuff to come.

~IfonlyIcouldgetawaywithalieviatingmysituation~