Lonely in the Middle. Where she at? In the Middle!
You all have to remember the hit in the late 80's, "Monie in the Middle". It was a really cool song. I use to sneak and listen to my brother's cassette when he was out. That is the topic of this post, because, it definitely describes my life right about now.
I have a wonderful relationship with God. Yes. I'm in a relationship. Yes. I am starting a Women's Movement to create social change in the world. Yes. I have a beautiful "Sun", and loving family. Yes. I am in peak physical condition. Yes.
What is missing.
Nothing really. I just feel like my life is extremely mediocre right now. God and me are GREAT! WHEW is in the Grass Roots phase- we are just starting. "Sun" is great- the typical 3yr. old. I am in GREAT physical condition, but I have room for improvement.
My Relationship...
I am in Love with a guy who is in love with his work. I understand and respect that. Too many women complain about how their men are complacent and fail to strive for financial freedom. I am dealing with an opposite situation. I continuously get ignored and left on the back burner. Why am I still around? I respect his ambition and drive. I am still a woman. I like to held, talked to, caressed, cared for. I believe "we" can have it all in a relationship. Why settle? Do I honestly feel like I am settling... Yes. and No. King is a wonderful man. It is just hard for me as a woman to be involved with someone who shows very little interest in me. I get all kinds of attention elsewhere. Do I care? No, they aren't important to me. My relationship is. I will continue to make efforts to communicate. I am only human though.
Ladies and Gentlemen!
There is this little thing called BALANCE! Women do it everyday. We CAN achieve it. We do not have to neglect certain things to achieve others. I understand and respect what King is doing... but, I don't have to have a man to feel single.
What to do? I continue doing me, and pray that God will lead and guide me in the right direction (He has thus far!).
The End.
~I'mgettingtiredofthemiddle!~
I have a wonderful relationship with God. Yes. I'm in a relationship. Yes. I am starting a Women's Movement to create social change in the world. Yes. I have a beautiful "Sun", and loving family. Yes. I am in peak physical condition. Yes.
What is missing.
Nothing really. I just feel like my life is extremely mediocre right now. God and me are GREAT! WHEW is in the Grass Roots phase- we are just starting. "Sun" is great- the typical 3yr. old. I am in GREAT physical condition, but I have room for improvement.
My Relationship...
I am in Love with a guy who is in love with his work. I understand and respect that. Too many women complain about how their men are complacent and fail to strive for financial freedom. I am dealing with an opposite situation. I continuously get ignored and left on the back burner. Why am I still around? I respect his ambition and drive. I am still a woman. I like to held, talked to, caressed, cared for. I believe "we" can have it all in a relationship. Why settle? Do I honestly feel like I am settling... Yes. and No. King is a wonderful man. It is just hard for me as a woman to be involved with someone who shows very little interest in me. I get all kinds of attention elsewhere. Do I care? No, they aren't important to me. My relationship is. I will continue to make efforts to communicate. I am only human though.
Ladies and Gentlemen!
There is this little thing called BALANCE! Women do it everyday. We CAN achieve it. We do not have to neglect certain things to achieve others. I understand and respect what King is doing... but, I don't have to have a man to feel single.
What to do? I continue doing me, and pray that God will lead and guide me in the right direction (He has thus far!).
The End.
~I'mgettingtiredofthemiddle!~
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