He Must Not Know 'Bout ME...
I had to start this post in ode to Beyonce's new joint "Irreplaceble". It talks about being in a relationship, that you don't feel 100% fulfilled by, and having a man treat you great, as if he is the only man in the world who is capable of aiding you in achieving those feelings.
Let me explain...
I guess this is "vent" week, 'cause I have been doing quite a bit of it lately. I am just TIRED...so, so, so TIRED. I am in a relationship, but NOT. I am so use to not spending time with my "mate", that I feel single. No, I haven't cheated on him, but how can you cheat on someone you aren't even with. We rarely talk, haven't spent quality time in about a month. I am attempting to do some major things in my life and he is too. What does that mean? If we are too busy for each other now, what is going to happen in a couple of months when things get even more hectic? I keep trying to ration with myself. I won't cheat on him because I respect him, and myself too much for that, but what is a girl to do? It is a no win situation. There is no point in cheating on him, because I couldn't care less about the rest of the men out here in the world. King isn't perfect... but he works... I am such in a place right now.
Two options...
Break up with someone who I feel completes me, only because he is in love with his career.
Stay with someone who totally ignores me and checks on me occasionally, to be "cordial".
We will have a conversation tonight. This is starting to bother me.
Enough of my problems.
I am a beautiful, intelligent, and caring individual and anyone would love to be involved with me. The only question would be, "Would he be the One?"
Feelings that King and I share are truly irreplacable. But...
He Must Not Know 'Bout Me!
The End.
~Itwillallmakesensetomorrow.~
Let me explain...
I guess this is "vent" week, 'cause I have been doing quite a bit of it lately. I am just TIRED...so, so, so TIRED. I am in a relationship, but NOT. I am so use to not spending time with my "mate", that I feel single. No, I haven't cheated on him, but how can you cheat on someone you aren't even with. We rarely talk, haven't spent quality time in about a month. I am attempting to do some major things in my life and he is too. What does that mean? If we are too busy for each other now, what is going to happen in a couple of months when things get even more hectic? I keep trying to ration with myself. I won't cheat on him because I respect him, and myself too much for that, but what is a girl to do? It is a no win situation. There is no point in cheating on him, because I couldn't care less about the rest of the men out here in the world. King isn't perfect... but he works... I am such in a place right now.
Two options...
Break up with someone who I feel completes me, only because he is in love with his career.
Stay with someone who totally ignores me and checks on me occasionally, to be "cordial".
We will have a conversation tonight. This is starting to bother me.
Enough of my problems.
I am a beautiful, intelligent, and caring individual and anyone would love to be involved with me. The only question would be, "Would he be the One?"
Feelings that King and I share are truly irreplacable. But...
He Must Not Know 'Bout Me!
The End.
~Itwillallmakesensetomorrow.~
posted by CRay at 12:48:00 AM
4 Comments:
i have a book for u to read... call me tonite, chica!
love you dearly and i hope that tonite you find the answers u r looking for.
hugs!
-summer-
Of course I am on the outside looking in and anything I say would appear that I am hating, but it doesn't take much time to check up on anyone. Though I am sure the two of you are busy, the old adage states it perfectly, "you MAKE time to do the things you WANT to do". As perfect as he seems, maybe you should consider that he MIGHT not be "the ONE". But in his defense, when you are a dedicated business man like "KING" is, you tend to work ridiculous hours, and when you finally get off you don't feel like doing much else. Try going to see him, or cooking for him at his place when he gets off. No man in his right mind, will turn down his woman cooking for him at his place!
As I am sure you well know, nothing anyone can ever say would sway you from doing what you feel you SHOULD do.
I hope I was some sort of help.
PEACE
ONE GOD ONE LOVE
J
Winks at Leggs: Gracious Mama. That talk really helped me!
Higs J:
MMMMWAAAAA! Thanks for caring Mi Amigo! I am doing much better now. We all go through ups and downs in relationships. He is the one. There is no doubt about it.
I am unconditionally in love with my other half and I am not giving up on us! We went through a storm but, the sun is shining now!
~Rai~
Spelling error in previous comment. I wanted to "Hug" J, not Hig him!
LOL!!!
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