I'll Stay with You (Him)
After a roller coaster weekend, I am back. The song in my head nowadays, is Stay with You (John Legend's; Get Lifted Album). I spent the weekend thinking about the relationship King and I have.
We have a WONDERFUL relationship. Yes, he is busy with his career. He does put me off sometimes. But, he is the BEST thing that has ever happened to me (relationship wise). We get it. We understand each other 110% of the time. I am just a spoiled Princess, who wants to be acknowledged 110% of the time.
I went to an event of his (on Sunday) and it was AMAZING to see him. I missed him so so so very much. I will give a brief recap of our interaction this weekend.
Friday, December 1, 2006
King shows up at my house (not planned).
We talked and planned to hang out the next day.
Saturday, December 2, 2006
I hadn't heard from him all day, so I made plans with friends.
He called after my plans were made.
I didn't change them.
We had "a talk".
A relationship evaluation "talk".
~Pause~
Thanks to all Da Hiatus readers for hearing me out while I vented, in the previous posts. I simply needed an ear (eye lol!). I love King more than anything, and I appreciate everything that he has brought to the relationship.
Don't get it twisted. King is my SOUL MATE. Our relationship is bigger than us. God had so much to do with it. We were predestined to be together. God brought him to me, but it is up to us both to continue to nurture what we have so graciously been given. So what. He puts me on hold to take control of his destiny (by nurturing his career). I am a Big Girl. I am not going any where.
Sunday, December 3, 2006
I attended an event of Kings.
It felt so good to see him.
We hung out and grabbed a bite to eat.
Had a "real" conversation via the phone.
All in all. It's kinda like (what I call), the "Balloon Affect". I was all "blown up" (happy) initially about the relationship. Then slowly air leaked out. I slowly became deflated (by lack of time spent). After seeing, and spending time with him, I began to fill up again. But going through the last "rocky" month taught me a lot.
It's ok to vent.
Love and Respect really matter.
Intent is EVERYTHING.
Don't sweat the small stuff.
How could I get truly get mad at someone who is creating a future for themselves (for me to share with)?
A girl gots to vent though.
Enough relationship stuff!
The End.
~OohImmastaywithhim!~
We have a WONDERFUL relationship. Yes, he is busy with his career. He does put me off sometimes. But, he is the BEST thing that has ever happened to me (relationship wise). We get it. We understand each other 110% of the time. I am just a spoiled Princess, who wants to be acknowledged 110% of the time.
I went to an event of his (on Sunday) and it was AMAZING to see him. I missed him so so so very much. I will give a brief recap of our interaction this weekend.
Friday, December 1, 2006
King shows up at my house (not planned).
We talked and planned to hang out the next day.
Saturday, December 2, 2006
I hadn't heard from him all day, so I made plans with friends.
He called after my plans were made.
I didn't change them.
We had "a talk".
A relationship evaluation "talk".
~Pause~
Thanks to all Da Hiatus readers for hearing me out while I vented, in the previous posts. I simply needed an ear (eye lol!). I love King more than anything, and I appreciate everything that he has brought to the relationship.
Don't get it twisted. King is my SOUL MATE. Our relationship is bigger than us. God had so much to do with it. We were predestined to be together. God brought him to me, but it is up to us both to continue to nurture what we have so graciously been given. So what. He puts me on hold to take control of his destiny (by nurturing his career). I am a Big Girl. I am not going any where.
Sunday, December 3, 2006
I attended an event of Kings.
It felt so good to see him.
We hung out and grabbed a bite to eat.
Had a "real" conversation via the phone.
All in all. It's kinda like (what I call), the "Balloon Affect". I was all "blown up" (happy) initially about the relationship. Then slowly air leaked out. I slowly became deflated (by lack of time spent). After seeing, and spending time with him, I began to fill up again. But going through the last "rocky" month taught me a lot.
It's ok to vent.
Love and Respect really matter.
Intent is EVERYTHING.
Don't sweat the small stuff.
How could I get truly get mad at someone who is creating a future for themselves (for me to share with)?
A girl gots to vent though.
Enough relationship stuff!
(Walks off humming:)
Ooh I will stay with you
Through the ups and downs
I will stay with you
When no one else is around
And when the dark clouds arrive
I will stay by your side
I know we'll be alright
I will stay with you
The End.
~OohImmastaywithhim!~
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