Baby Blues...
Ok... I turn the BIG 2 6 in 18 days and I officially have the Baby Blues!
Actually it should be more appropriately titled, the Family Blues. I always said I would spend my 20's having children and my 30's raising them. I am a couple of weeks short of 26 and I have 1 son, 1 baby daddy, and a boyfriend.
Whoa... did I get lost somewhere?
I so want to have the husband, kids, house, cars, trips, picket fence, and dog. I have four years to get the ball rolling. I am officially not getting any younger. I just found 3 more gray hairs hiding around the crown of my head. Best believe I am beautiful... I just see my youth slowly diminishing. Maybe it is just me. At any rate... I am indeed ready. I would never consider being ready to the point of settling. And believe me... I am not settling. Ok... ok... I am rambling!
Here is what I want. Promise me you won't tell King. I don't want to scare him. I can be a bit much at times...
By 26 1/2 I want to be engaged and planning my wedding. My Non-Profit will be doing great and I will be self-employed. I will walk down the isle shortly after my 27th birthday. By 28 I will be pregnant with the 1st of three children with my husband (Sun was a bonus inheritance).
I will spend the next 3 years pregnant and having babies. That will put me at a husband and 5 kids by 31. Not too bad. King has a son and so do I, so that’s 2... I will add the three after marriage.
I want to spend my thirties enjoying my husband, children, and life.
Man! I vented indeed. I guess I just took time to think about my future. I am so ready!
Enough mushiness.
The End.
~Ahthebabybluesarerulingmerightaboutnow!~
Actually it should be more appropriately titled, the Family Blues. I always said I would spend my 20's having children and my 30's raising them. I am a couple of weeks short of 26 and I have 1 son, 1 baby daddy, and a boyfriend.
Whoa... did I get lost somewhere?
I so want to have the husband, kids, house, cars, trips, picket fence, and dog. I have four years to get the ball rolling. I am officially not getting any younger. I just found 3 more gray hairs hiding around the crown of my head. Best believe I am beautiful... I just see my youth slowly diminishing. Maybe it is just me. At any rate... I am indeed ready. I would never consider being ready to the point of settling. And believe me... I am not settling. Ok... ok... I am rambling!
Here is what I want. Promise me you won't tell King. I don't want to scare him. I can be a bit much at times...
By 26 1/2 I want to be engaged and planning my wedding. My Non-Profit will be doing great and I will be self-employed. I will walk down the isle shortly after my 27th birthday. By 28 I will be pregnant with the 1st of three children with my husband (Sun was a bonus inheritance).
I will spend the next 3 years pregnant and having babies. That will put me at a husband and 5 kids by 31. Not too bad. King has a son and so do I, so that’s 2... I will add the three after marriage.
I want to spend my thirties enjoying my husband, children, and life.
Man! I vented indeed. I guess I just took time to think about my future. I am so ready!
Enough mushiness.
The End.
~Ahthebabybluesarerulingmerightaboutnow!~
posted by CRay at 2:12:00 AM
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